令人鼻酸的絕響

這是近年來第四個聽到過逝藝人的消息了..

最近一次看到他的正式表演是在2000年的時候..
表坊的跨世紀大戲 千禧夜,我們說相戲
在那齣戲裡他分飾兩角...
一是在清末的落難貝勒爺..
另一個則是現代的一位參加競選的雞毛黨藉立法委員..
那晚的演出..很精采..
還記得坐在我身後的一位觀眾是這麼說的..

他真是一個天生的戲胚子..

失蹤了十多天了..
今晚在宜蘭頭城找到他上吊的遺體..
聽說..死了有一個多禮拜了.
很難想像..
在電視上帶給大家歡樂的諧星會這樣的離開世界..
他的七先生.他的副總統..他的.....
也許我了解的他僅是一小部份而已..
但我知道的是..有他.就有歡樂.

記得在兩年前的4月1日..
影星,張國榮也是這樣離開世界的..
而今天.他也是..

只有自殺..是我完全不能認同的死法..
社會上..多少人躺在醫院的人希望能活下來..
可是卻不被天垂憐
但是一個人卻可以很簡單的結束自己..
這是多麼不公平的事呀!!

複雜的心情..可惜..難過...跟討厭


<日落大道>
With on look

With one look I can break your heart.
With one look I play every part.
I can make your sad heart sing.
With one look you'll know all you need to know.

With one smile I'm the girl next door.
Or the love that you hungered for.
When I speak it's with my soul.
I can play any role.

No words can tell.
The stories my eyes tell.
Watch me when I frown.
You can't write that down.
You know I'm right.
It's there in black and white.
When I look your way.
You'll hear what I say.

Yes, with one look, I put words to shame.
Just one look, Sets the screen a flame.
Silent music starts to play.
One tears in my eye, make the whole world cry.
With one look, They'll forgive the past.
They'll rejoce I've returned at last.
To my people in the dark.
Still out there, in the dark..

Silent music starts to play.
With one look you'll know, all you need to know.

With one look, I'll ignite a blaze.
I'll return to my glory days.
They'll say Norm's back at last.
This time I am staying.
I am staying for good.
I'll be back where I was born to be.
With one look.
I'll be me..

這是在音樂劇-日落大道中的一首歌..
喜歡裡頭的歌詞..
When I speak it's with my soul.
I can play any role.
以及 With one look.
I'll be me..
這部音樂劇同樣也是描寫一個已經沒落的演員,
在一次的機緣下能重登銀幕的故事..
跟他不得志的時期頗有異曲同工的感覺.
緬懷這一代笑匠吧..